Broken Melody

Bento

2006-11-28T18:00:00.000+08:00

I want a bento box..Haha...Hirap sa embassy..Daming tao

..Next week pa test ko sa ana lec...

Guess what?! *dun dun* I might repeat 1st year in Trinity college!!

Ahahah! Cliffhanger muna.... See ya~

Rotten Week..

2006-11-24T16:54:00.000+08:00

Tired..So many tests..Tapos that biatch had to ruin things even more.. Mind your OWN business would you? Stop bringing every down. Then the Lab tech during chemistry Lab was another taray biatch.. Wooh..They wouldn't accept the test tubes back cuz of scratches on it even our Prof had to get in between to get Kat's ID back. Biatches.. LOL. Good thing Ral and I made up na. Or this week would have been in the dumps..Just swimming tom..I actually study more now.. Haha..I need to buy the swimsuit..

I'm not sick anymore :D yey..I need to visit eula..I owe her a bento.. and that key chain thing.. Patience eula :D

So many problems..I hope things get better.. Hehehe..Just smile.. I want a bento box ;-; Foundation day on monday..Woot o.o No class pero we have to go to school.. Heheh..May mga fair daw.. Tapos we have to plan the class christmas party and out trip to 168..Dami gagawin..

Btw..Happy late birthday Lou and teressa! :3 woot..Bukas birthday ni ate clarisse and kuya ko..Please greet them lol =p

Still working on Ashe..Lol..I've started the RP..I hope I can manage it with school work..Haha..

Good luck sa grades Eula!

See ya gais~

Im sick.. ._.;;

2006-11-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

I was feeling off colored since thursday..I mean the day itself why in class I would tell Joanna I felt cold (Hell the aircon was cold D:) I made eula a bento that day though..She likes the herbal chicken XD

Then when I got home..Hell may fever na ako.. ._.;; Baliwag Chicken o_o LOL We ate there..Hahaha..Ok lang food..Some good others yuck.. Hahaha..
Saw Chynna while picking up my younger bro.. Hi chy! :3

Also joined the FF RP anda made..Woot Im ashe..haha =p Whee~
Have an ice cream break :D

~Ja

Sembreak fun

2006-11-02T12:08:00.000+08:00

After the trip in Southville. I've been filled with actvities. We had a swimming trip with Ina, Millet, Den, Charm and Ral. We all had a great time though the pics are still in my bro's pc. I should steal them back lol. We all went to my house in Pampaga and we took so many funny pics. We swam, ate and even sang (lol go millet!) Sila Den and Ral hangang doon nag-Magic cards lol Hahah.. We all ate a WHOLE lot of food. No kidding with the whole. The food was like good enough for like 15 people 6 lang kami? Hahah.. Lil leche flan be the awesome~ Sana we could repeat that and most of us would be there. Saya pa kumanta..haha..ABCD..Baba Black sheep..LOL =P

The next day we headed of to Baguio. Woot. Lamig D: umuulan pa.. My dad been over feeding us since its a vacation. But then it was soooo nice to sleep in a cold place. Nice feeling <3 I had no rubber shoes D: nuuuu.. Lamig. may dress code sa restaurant where we were staying..No slippers lol..had to borrow my dad's rubber shoes.. XD We went to the Grotto too.. (OMG 20 php for 3 big roses D:) We stayed at Baguio Country Club, a villa there. Ate Clarisse (bro's gf) and her mom were with us too. They were nice and were always 'game' in what we did. They went horseback..(i couldnt go had stomach ache) my bro, ate clarrise and lil bro. Omg..Isang horse lang? Naglakad tuloy sila except my lil bro.Hahah..Pagod sila. I bought key chains..Hahah.. With names! LOL.

And we demanded our banana bread even though they said wala na stock. We noticed there were 6 loaves and then we suddenly bought all of them. Hah.. Wala sila magawa =p We left immediately so they wouldn't ask for the bread back. XD

I bought a pair of cross earrings, a boy and girl stick earrng thing, a broken heart pendant and a butterfly bracelet (fave). Mines view still looks the same. Though it was a bit raining and hella cold it was fun to be up there. We went to Good Sheperd to buy strawberry jam (omg may blue berry jam talaga D:) then we bought strawberry juice there (tasted like calamansi.. o.o) We rested most of the time though..We tried lots of new food..Banana Waffle :D woot~

Im sorry mik! Di ako nakapunta debut mo! Di ko nga nakuha class card ko D: (sana pumasa sa gen psy)

Bro finished Xenosaga...The ending was a bit bitin..Pero the story rocks..Too bad the cutscenes are hella long.. Im not kidding with how long they are.. I finished Disgaea 2 too. Moving on to FF12 nao. The battle system is new. But its worth a try =)

Btw, I felt pissed yesterday night. But when I think about it. She isn't a t fault. I hold the blame too. I hope our paths cross again. I hope you could forgive me. Im sorry. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me. Ive been so busy. And I guess it got me carried away..

~JA :3

2006-10-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

Yeah baby..The start of my sembreak and play! Hahaha..Some test easy and some were hard. Going to baguio sa 26th..Gimmik 25th. Whoo~ Went to Southville today with Ral, Anda and Celz. We had fun and Ed was there! Lol! Parang EB..Si Chy pa :p Woot..Im so hyper..Nagulat yata si Ed sa akin D:

Eula was there too..Buying a lot of food kami. So much food O.o Ed was quiet. We went sa inflatable haha!! Saya! Wooh~ Ed was sinking D: oh noes.. I ate takoyaki! Red ice tea! Snowcone! Wooh! And japanese cAKE. Anda was funny rolling in the inflatable XD haha..Sinking lol~
Happy Birthday Alexis tom!
Sa 25th Chy!
Anyways..Got so much planned..Wanna play a lot of games..Xenosaga..Finish Disgaea 2...FF12...Anyways.. Ok like Dirge of Cerberus..Lucrecia is pretty ;D Wooh!

Hahah..Saya ng pics. Eula wants a BMW..or a car. Eula yung term paper mo D: GO eula! lol..All in all ok today. Saya.. Nice to see old teachers..Demn I was hyper..Swinging that scythe..Ral knows where I live D: lol..Mukhang Harry Potter si Anda sa pic lol :p Wooh..Hyper ness...Sana madami kami sa 25th..Lol! Wooh..Kamusta naman...? Haha.. Hmm.. I was suppose to type something..i forgot D:

I miss BSN1-4 D: demn! I miss you guys... Lol. Anyways. I be lazy na.. Sorry Milletski! I was busy D: SORRY! Shiela sweetie get better...Sana makasama ka.. Wooh Love ya gais!

See ya :3 mwah~

-Joan-

Like.."Woah"

2006-10-11T14:53:00.000+08:00

We had community today... (Note to self..Failing ka in 3 subjects D:) lol. We taught kids..It was fun pero our kid cried... D: Nahihiya yata.. lol. We had fun. Best part it feels good to help kids but then we so need to bring them food. They kinda look malnourished D:

Note to self. STUDY. STUDY. STUDY. STUDY. STUDY. STUDY. and.... STUDY. MUST GET HIGH GRADES.

After that.. I actually commuted home! Hahaha! Achivement.. My next goal is to actually get high grades during the finals..Hope I do well.. Im lazy to update..hahah... Thanks Ral for helping me XD Though you kinda got scared you might get lost. haha..Buy swim trunks nao while i review..Promise neh?

Anyways..We have a gimik on the 25th..Concert with eula on the 20th..Mik's birthday party on the 28th..Baguio trip sa 30th..Hayyy..grabe...Daming gagawin :D

PERO ENJOY NAMAN! Hahah..

Ingats gais~ :3

*hugs*

13 Days of Hell

2006-09-03T19:04:00.000+08:00

Lol. The title says it all. We have 13 DAYS of school. No break. Why? Our free days were taken up for activities. Like today... Woke up 4am and walked from MaDocs to Quirino Grandstand. It was so hot and we were told not to use our umbrella... OMG O_o

Still at least so far my grades seem ok. (Im passing fil and gen psy) Hahah.. Anyways.. 7 days to go. Haha! Saya din. *forces anda into pc* Visit me kuya lol :P ah ah ah.

Hope you dudes are doing ok! WOHOO! All of ya! Love ya all! Take care!

Back

2006-08-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

Exams finish and happy to say my grades look ok :D (I've been addicted to Trickster MMORPG)

Updates been so happy and sad. Seem to have probs with anda and celz demo it was fixed nao.

Today, it was raining ;-;

I went to festi with Ral. We walked around and acted childishly for once. XD It was quite fun. I learned a lot of stuff O: Small kwek-kwek and stuff. Ate at tokyo-tokyo. Bought a plushie and decided what earrings we should get. We agreed that we get Cloud's earrings from AC. Over all...College has been fun and I really enjoy lately.. I need to move on and look forward to what I can do. I need to do my best so I can get to the US. =D

Might go to the US this december. I'll see nikki O: LOL~

Bai gais~ Short update for nao~

Announcement

2006-08-09T08:29:00.000+08:00

Due to my exams.. o.o HIATUS MODE!! BAI~

Nothing to do

2006-07-30T09:59:00.000+08:00

Sunday morning..Haha..HW later...Seminar on Sex got cancelled kahapon because of a few people who were so rude.. Lol. Imma post later.. I have so much HW. Not to mention test coming up.. Posting for nao.. Haha!

Rain

2006-07-24T17:35:00.000+08:00

School was cancelled..Another MoA trip gone (as well as chem lab and chem lecture) GMA's SONA happened today but I only heard a few parts of it. The rain was pretty strong. But we were able to go visit Ate Ann and Ate Netnet. It flooded on the road though..
I got some chocolates from them o.o Yey~! But still Im at least done with my HW...(PUT UP GRADES!!) Aside from that..I spent the day working on my scrap book and basically thinking about matters..
Ral and I? Gone who knows? We cant walk forward.. There's a big cliff on the way. A friend before. Gone now. Im sure. Actually two of them are gone.. Damn it. Whatever..They're happy. Im not part of that anymore.

~Bai

On the Fine Line

2006-07-23T16:23:00.000+08:00

Woah been a week since I updated.. Our plan to go to MoA on Sat got cancelled so bukas na lang kami pupunta after school. I noticed my grades are doing so good. I have one month to bring it all up. I cant become Dean's Lister pero at least I bring up my grade. For my family and myself. I want this for me and for the future I want to make. Im still a kid. Pero college. Enjoy college my dad says cuz it only happens once. And do your best cuz studying now will determine the future.

Im getting nervous due to my grades. In other news.. In the brownie-ness.. Michael made me a cookie, parfait and brownie monster drawings. Post ko minsan. Hahah! He gave me a brownie..A dry one.. o.o In the middle of Math class! Haha! He put ketchup on his to moisten pero I didn't follow.. o.o I so need to bring my grades up.. ;-; Soooo badly.. My CP and PC prvilages go bai bai if i fail or get low grades.

Anda seems to be doing ok :D Yeah.. Sana buhay ka pa dude..Haha! Joke lang. Kausap kita sa ym nga eh.. XD Celz too. Eula is doing ok. Crap I owe her manga o.o;;; Dalin ko na Eula!

Ral seems to be ok.. I think. Up and Down? Left and Right? Where are we going..?

~Bai

Clubs and Confusion

2006-07-15T17:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah had a tiring day today.. We had classes from 9-2 then supposedly a seminar 2-4:30 no break lol.. Tapos after an hour of walking around the school after class. Sinabi it was cancelled? DX Hahah.. Kakapagod.. Ikot ng ikot kami all over the school looking for the room. We even stalled the Algebra and NSTP. Algebra was fun pero nakakahilo din.. o.o (Sorry elevator for our own use looking for the room. 3 classes today. Theology ,Algebra and NSTP. (Michael! I hope your laptop is alive! XD *runs* My brownies btw dude~! Give em! )
Also signed up for our clubs (In the application they asked for our weight, hair color, eye color and height o.o is that part of the club?). Joined English and Sports (Badminton and volleyball..No way am i doing swimming o.o) I hope I do ok.. Im making my own story and actually drawing the characters XD Sana matapos ko naman.. I want cake..Yeah..
Just yming nao. Hahah.. Talking to Kuya Jeff.. Moving on. Yeah I should do that? Visit me naman! Hahah!! My life is wide open for the world to see~ Yeah gagawin ko yan Kuya :3

Im just so happy being with the kittie :3 Yeah the lav <3~

Angel come to me..
Stay by me and hold me close
Let me caress you
As you hold me spreading your wings~

~Ja

Rain Rain Go Away~

2006-07-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

It's raining.. Haha.. School was cancelled. I spent the whole day at home since I wasnt allowed to go out to meet Ed in festi to get the k3ro cd.. Ral went to get it for me.. So I owe both of them nao o.o (Ed mean! Wont talk to me on the phone?! Lol XD Joke lang dude!)

Anyways, sent Kuya Randy to get some pocky for me and load o.o My load expired today so I had to buy some (actually spent it all before it expired) Chatted with Nikki, Arthur, k5, Ed, Homz, 32, Lou and Miho. Whole day people kept saying wala school tom and by the end of the day..Meron! Hahah! Oh well... Good luck sa school guys~

Gotta get ready for school.. *eats pocky* :3

~Ja

More Pictures

2006-07-12T18:17:00.000+08:00

Picture of blockmates

Fudge Cake

2006-07-12T18:11:00.000+08:00

It's raining hell hard.. Hahah.. Saya.. I thought di na ako aalis.. Tagal ng traffic.. And most classes were suspended (Not fair! La ako pasok talaga today DX) Anyways.. Went to festival again :3 With ral.

Visited PRO Odin (got myself puppy ears..YEH!! Gamit ko balik mo DX) it was Ok. I really missed everyone though I only saw Makiee~ :D I really want to play again all of a sudden.. Sayang di namin nakita si Soul he had to go early. Pero may next time pa naman. XD

Spent the rest of the time, watching the rain, eating cake and brownie (drink thing in SBC), thinking of my new story and just talking..Got some stuff for my scrap book :D The fun~ I wanna fix my book and add more pics~ Yey :3

Had fun! 100% Hope of more fun next time? More friends sana :3

~Ja matte

Parfaits and Brownies

2006-07-11T19:08:00.000+08:00

Yey for brownies haha! And for parfait! :D I like parfait.. Tiring day in school today so many tests.. Gen Psychology is fun :D Our teacher makes the subject more interesting.. I might take special classes with Twinkle for Filipino.. Its ok though.. Filipino Prof is nice to me since Im not good in teh subject.. ;o;

I take more pics nao than ever.. I'll try to post some later neh? XD Festival ako tom! Hopefully makapunta si Daddeh Soul ;o; Im going with Ral to fix my scrap book and to go to the dentist.. Bring puppy to the vet.. And maybe write a new story :D It's a bit tiring today.. Still after the dark clouds..The sun came...

Ja~

Pictures

2006-07-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

I miss you guys~

Feeling Model? Hahaha!!

Class pic? Gesa's hand is on my face o.o Not really whole class?

Parfait? XD

Blue Roses

2006-07-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

Suuuupperr Happy! Grabe! XD I think na perfect ko chemistry test ko and for once natapos namin yung lesson sa chem lecture! Hahah! Then today after all is a special day :3 Very special indeed. Yey! Hahah..
Spent time with Ral :D yey Mall of Asia and stuff.. Ate jap food and strawberry parfait XD 100% Happy!

Wohoo! Test again tom :3 Study again... I got a blue rose..demo it broke..So i kept the petals.. :3

Dear Angel..Stay by me.

~Ja

Happy Birthday Celz

2006-07-09T07:53:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Celine! Yey :D *hugs* Hope you have a great day dude!

It's so early in the morning..I have to review later since I have exams tom.. ;o; Chemistry.. Nuuu.. I really need to do my best to get a Dean's Lister.. Must do my best :D Wohoo~ Miss ko na sila Charmaine, Jake, Joanna and Ina. I hope they are doing ok too..

I like being around my new classmates.. But I miss being with my old classmates and friends. I really miss them terribly. ;o; I wanna visit Eula again.. I hope Celz is doing ok.. And Anda is going insane yata with his stay in the Psychiatry ward.. o.o And Ral and I have still our issues we need to fix.. Sana maayos..I'm really praying.. I'm just too stubborn..

I hope everything gets better.. I just hope after the rain the sun would come up.. And all problems would just go..

Confuse

2006-07-08T19:28:00.000+08:00

Feelings and emotions. I can't understand them. I miss everyone that was close to me. People got farther. Im being too lazy to chase after them. Or maybe Im making an excuse.

College = Stress! Hirap pa din. Review na ako by tom. Still loving my class. Pero feeling ko may mataray na sa akin. Haha! Lol. Can't please everyone.

I miss Anda, Ral, Eula, and Celz. Bukas birthday ni celz? :D wohoo! 17 na :3 GIMIK plz! Im so lazy to make long entries..

I think I can't understand him anymore. Lost. Confuse. I need someone I can lean on. Cry to. Someone help me?

Hardships

2006-07-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

Well ya..Hirap ng college! Kinda. Hahah! A friend told me. "College is easy..Just work for it!" I think he's right. Hahah! Im so happy! I like te lessons so far. Filipino hard ;o; Logic fun It's ok kaya namin yan!

I love my class. Really :D All of them are nice and we just laugh problems away. They make you feel at home and I guess we all get along! I lav them na :3 Must get pics!

Twinkle and I need to work something out for Filipino. Nahihirapan yata kami. But at least magkasama kami and our class supports us so that we would pass. I need to post a pic sometime...

BS NURSING 1-4*hugs ya all*

~Ja

Lost

2006-07-02T07:09:00.000+08:00

Been gone for sometime. College has started and I guess it takes time to get use to it. The sched was changed sooo many times @_@ yey...
I like my new friends :D they are all nice guys, but they laugh a lot at me since most of us talk in tagalog and that isn't really my best subject. ;o;
My teachers are evil D:< (not really lol) I speak more filipino nao then before and my friends' actually have slang accent nao because of me. Hahaha!
Hazel seems to be having fun too :D I rarely see her pero still i lav her~
I visit SISC a lot more these days. I was really suprise to see a lot of my old friends there. I guess it's ok since I missed most of them. *hugs Eula* :D haha! I guess I miss all of them all in all..But it's a nice experience to inter-act with new people..Pretty soon mag-commute na din ako XD

Im finally 16! Hahaha.. June 26 pa.. I was happy since we all ate in Shakey's and Ral went there..

Speaking of him..I think it's over.. I don't know anymore... I can't think straight.. I just feel useless and I am incapable of doing anything anymore. I suck.

~Ja

White roses for ever pure
Crimson blood spillling over it
The tainted memories of the past
Scar me forever..

Meetings and Ends

2006-06-05T08:49:00.000+08:00

June 1: Had some problems. We were going out to be with Anda before he goes to college. We had some problems in the sched because of Andrew. I dunno. He was suppose to stay with us but then my mom didn't let him follow us anymore. We had fun but I think I ate too much sweets that day. It was really fun though. We spent most of the time talking to one another and playing games just like kids. We even got stuff toys for one another. A panda for Anda. A tiger for Ral. A puppy for cel. A kittie for me. Rode the carousel whee XD it was fun :D Anda's fave ride :D A pic to remember it all.

I so need to learn how to cook..

First day of classes for SFC and Eula. I wish her luck :D *waves a flag* Celz going bai on the 10th Birthday ni Ral bukas o.o Lapit na pasukan!

Love isn't meant for the right time. Just the right person.

Bai bai~

Thoughts

2006-05-29T05:46:00.000+08:00

Lots of things have happened.. People died who were important to me. I feel as though the people I loved got farther from me. A new chapter has come up in my life. I don't learn everything on the people around me. Sometimes the news just goes to me. But then... I wanna make it up to the people that I somehow hurt in the past. Maybe the wounds would heal. But the scars will forever be there.

Gone

2006-05-15T08:20:00.000+08:00

Gone for sometime.. It's ok really ^_^ Anyways..Heads Up.. UTI struck me. So I was said to take some medication for sometime and I actually feel better now.. ^_^ Yey~ I was honestly scared for sometime while wondering what I had.. My old kidney problems helped with the UTI. Good thing we had a check-up before it got worse.
Anyways..Went to our province again. The PMA people were there again and we got to chat with the Brats. We had a lot of fun and then we played with cards and the loser got make up on the face. More on lipstick and we drew on each other. I'll try to post some pics when I can. It was me Toia, Tuka and their ate (forgot the name D: ? )
Still had a lot of fun. Yeah. Had my PC reformat. So RO gone for sometime.. Its ok =/ Im not after it or anything. Just miss the people there. I miss a lot of people. Im weird.. =/ Im typing this in my mom's PC since my bro hasn't reformated my PC.
I want the mini laptop thing..It's as small as a notebook..Tita Leng Showed it to us =p I like it. Lolz. Must save money for that one day.. One day..Just not now XD

See ya~

Sickness

2006-05-10T08:14:00.000+08:00

I was suppose to spend the rest of my vacation in my province. Suddenly got sick yesterday and my parents sent me home. 2 days of fever and body pains all over. Weird why this suddenly happened...
It might have something to do with my kidney problems. Had them since I was small and I guess they kinda got stuck to me. =/ Sad..
I guess all I can do is pray.. I did miss everyone though. I kinda don't wanna be hospitalize if ever. (Sana wala lang ito >< ) Lots of stuff happened while I was gone. I don't really get why all of a sudden so muc happened. =/ Trying to catch up with what's happening and actually try to help with some problems that came up. I hope I could help. Anyways..Going to the hospital today~ It's a GREAT day aside from what I said above XD wahahah...

See ya~

A Friend said..

2006-05-04T09:13:00.000+08:00

I talked to a friend of mine this morning. He told me he wanted to be a part of my life =/ I told him though.. Anyone who comes by my me is part of my life the moment we said hello. The moment we passed by. The moment we see each other. Like a mutual understanding were all part of one another's life =/ I don't really understand. All I know is that I cherish anyone that I meet. Whether I know them in Real life or just by meeting them over the internet.
SC guys are an example. Even though we didn't really meet yet. I know they are friendly and trustworthy people. I know I can trust them without worry. I hope I meet them though o.o
Other people are like Josyn, Celz, and Eula. Been my friends for quite a long time. We had our ups and downs. We had our tears and problems. But then we somehow fixed it all the time. I guess that's what friends are really for. To stand by you even though you have problems with one another. You look over that and see them as the person you chose to be friends with. They are people I swear, I would never forget and cherish for the rest of my life.. (Until I get old and start to forget about a lot of things o.o)

Batch 2005-2006 of SISC. I miss them. Yeah..Everyone o.o Teachers too..Lolz...

See ya~

Emotions Breaking Down

2006-05-03T07:20:00.000+08:00

Lately I've been feeling really sentimental about most matters. I don't know why though. I really want to change to a better person and make-up for whatever I did in the past. To everyone, family, friends and God. I want to be able to keep my promises and stop hiding behind a fake image. I don't want to live in a shadow forever. I guess I shouldn't wish for it to happen. I should do something about it. I know I will do something about it. I have friends willing to change me. To make it up to the friends I lost. I need to change.
I need to meet up with Celz this week.._.
Ice Monster!! :D Sorry Celz!
Last weekend the PMA kids went to our province with their parents. To celebrate dad's birthday. Dad's birthday was April 19~ I guess it was fun. I met the brats (What they use to call one another as kid's of PMA's) We had a lot of fun. Eating junk food. Cooking for the parents. Going to the mall. Swimming and talking. They were all nice people. ^_^ I really hope we get together again.
My mom mentioned this weekend Daday has passed away sometime ago. I guess they didn't mention it to us. It's ok though..I kinda had the feeling she was gone. Aside from that Ate Eva left na so meaning we must take care of the house and chores. :D It's not so bad really actually it helps us get better for the future.
Everything seems good. Except I so need to celz.

Only FRIENDS would say dirt into your face.

Missing someone~
See ya guys~

Memories

2006-04-28T11:40:00.000+08:00

This one decision is a big one.. To let go or not? Im not perfect in many aspects. I guess I just want to be the best for someone. I can't explain it. Really. It's like a battle in me that wants something but can't attain it. Either way..What happens now..Will decide it all.

Note: Going to province. See ya all~

Random Thoughts

2006-04-26T17:24:00.000+08:00

Weds..Yeah..Been thinking of quitting RO since really..The game isn't the same RO we used to enjoy.. Lolz won 300m..Can't claim it XD lost the email blah..The reply they sent me should have just said "We cannot help you" Anyways I was happy to know I won ^_^

I need to go out again ;_; the house is killing me. I'm also glad I was able to get connected again to old SC people. I really missed them. (K3ro is taking forever neh?) I keep thinking of random thoughts. I should have been a better person. But now that I can't turn back the clock. All I can do is face the future as the person I should have been..Like the lyrics below this post states..I should get to my sanctuary..My fears AND lies...Should just melt away. To those who know about what I mean..Please forgive me..To those who don't...Don't ask. ^_^

What if reality was just a portrait being painted?

~See ya

Sanctuary

2006-04-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

Sanctuary
By: Utada Hikaru (Kh2 -OST)
Ahh....
I need more affection than you know
[Reversed]
[Chorus]
In you and I,
There's a new land,
Angels in flight
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
My Sanctuary,
My Sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away...
Music will tie
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
What's left of me,
What's left of me now...

I watch you
fast asleep,
All I fear
Means nothing...
[Chorus]
In you and I,
There's a new land,
Angels in flight
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
My Sanctuary,
My Sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away...
Music will tie
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]

What's left of me,
What's left of me

So many ups and downs [Reversed]
My heart's a battleground
I need two emotions [Reversed]
But,
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
I need two emotions [Reversed]

You show me how to see,
That nothing is whole
and nothing is broken...

[Chorus]
In you and I,
There's a new land,
Angels in flight
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]

My Sanctuary,
My Sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away...
Music will tie
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
What's left of me,
What's left of me now...
Ooh...
My fears...
My lies...
Melt away...

I...
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]

Note: Thank you Anda for finding the lyrics ;_;

Park Amsterdam (the whole story)

2006-04-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

Park Amsterdam (the whole story)
By: Sakamoto Maaya

one day, sitting in a tree
i couldn't help but notice you there in the park
you weren't like all the others
you could fit me in your pocket
and just seemed so large

but then you really tried to talk to me
we chatted all about your mom and everything
and if somebody pointed out the fact you have no wings...
wouldn't mean a thing

and like a dream we saw the world together
"goodbye" to differences
"hello" to each other
harmony
unity
day and night
you and me
and paradise
met the queen of hearts
while out dancing on the lake
and she asked us to a party"you can bring some friends
but don't be late"climbed aboard a bus
and it drove us to the castle
but we didin't have to pay
cause the driver was the jester's brother
sadly sighed the king
cause somebody took his cake
so we gave him some of ours
and he smiled so wide
he at his plate
he asked you to sing
and i won't forget the faces
or the awful melody
you and jester singing out of key
not a better time
could be had for all the moment
the king beamed, "allow me please"
"let my ballon take you across the ocean"
(you and me across the ocean,
in his ballon, you and me and harmony)

didn't try to put me in a cage of your convenience
like some others have
instead you took me to your favorite garden in Manhattan
and we had a laugh

along the way i fell in love with you
don't think i could ever get enough of you
and if somebody pointed out the fact that you can't sing...
wouldn't mean a thing

Note: From animelyrics.com

Nice song? Makes me remember someone ^_^

See ya~

First meeting

2006-04-24T11:04:00.000+08:00

Well actually.. We had a gimik in Festival Mall. I was with Celz, Chynna, Jo, Anda (Bunny Boy XD) and Ral. I got lost looking for Chynna's house which was behind a building.. It wasn't so bad but then I had to ask chynna to go out so we could find her x_x
Almost lost my wallet that day.. >< We spent most of the time in X-site (roller coaster..destroyed Anda's fun to ride it alone XD) We played house of the dead and air hockey. :D Not to mention try to earn tickets to get something. In the end each of us got a bouncing ball and a flowered bracelet (Blissful Happiness -Anda) At least we got to have fun and I was able to get near Ral.. <3 I got some stuff from him which I will treasure forever <3 It was tiring and I slept the moment I got home. Well..gtg now..I'll type in what I did Saturday (Dad's Birthday party when i get home, gotta do the grocery)
I'll miss everyone D: Celz going to UP.. Anda having clinical T_T and me a nurse...lolz.. We WILL have another gimik~

~See ya

Graduation

2006-04-06T09:47:00.000+08:00

Ok..So basically tom..April 7 Im graduating from HS.Lately I've been noticing how much change people gone through (getting to relationships now lang o.o torpe~) and the thoughts of leaving the people I spent part of my life with.

Yesterday buying good bye gifts. I found it difficult to buy gifts for my barkada since..I guess no gift would be able amount to pay back the friendship they showed me. Writing my good bye letter to them..I actually changed it into a "See ya later". There isnt a parting in friendship. I know that one day our paths will cross and we can look back with a smile. Our memories will not leave us after all. I really wished we didn't have to part. But I know only our physical beings will part and not our hearts.

I know some people have changed. Some for the better and some for the worst..Hopefully I went to the better o.o . But then others are really so different from who they were...You'd just wish time would go back and you'll be a Grade school-er again. You wouldn't have to worry about college and thought of you and your friends separating would just be a distant thought. I miss the old friends I knew. But if they are happy that way. All I can do is smile and wish them for the best.

Entry Number 23

2006-03-07T08:37:00.000+08:00

After a really long time of no update..Summary of everything:

Passed Ateneo and Manila Doctors
Failed UST and UP
I need to rush my PASS XD
Im starting to miss everyone even before we grad..
3 days of school left aside from exams
Prom got cancelled cuz of the Coup

Anyways..Our prom was continued. Yesterday. I enjoyed it more than last year. More pics and we kept walking around taking pics of everyone :D It was fun. Need more pics before the year ends. The brownies were stolen ;o; Nooooo!! Everyone looked nice :D

Note: Tore down the pics need to resize them.

Laterz~

Cheers ^_^ 200-2006

2006-02-04T06:41:00.000+08:00

Intrams Cheers..Type them out this morning..

REMIX!!! (SISC Spelling)

S-S-O-U-T-H-V-I-L-L-E
S-O-U-T-H-V-I-L-L-E
S-O-U-T-H-V-I-L-L-ES
-O-U-T-H-V-I-L-L-E
LET'S GO SENIORS!
Let's go seniors, let's go!
Let's go seniors, let's go!

SOUTHVILLE FIGHT!

*clap hands x7* SOUTH! *tapping legs x7*
*clap hands x7* VILLE! *tapping legs x7*
*clap hands x7* FIGHT! *tapping legs x7*
*clap hands x7* SOUTHVILLE FIGHT! *tapping legs x7*

Bananas

Hey listen, we're the seniors
S-E-N-I-O-R-S
Let's go seniors,
we, we are, we are the best!
We're the SeniorsS
-E-N-I-O-R-S
Let's go seniors,
we, we are, we are the best!

Southville Spelling

S-O-U-T-H-V-I-L-L-E
Let's go Southville,
(whooooo!)
say Southville
(Repeat 2x)

Yall better run now

Y'all better run now
(Y'all better run now)
2x
Coz' everywhere we go
(Everywhere we go)
People wanna know
(People wanna know)
Who we are
(Who we are)
So we tell them
(So we tell them)
Oh we're the mighty seniors you heard so much about
(Oh we're the mighty seniors you heard so much about)
People call us crazy coz' crazy things we do
(People call us crazy coz' carzy things we do)
But we're the batch of seniors and who the heck are you!?
(But we're the batch of seniors and who the heck are you!?)
We are the seniors
(We are the seniors)
Mighty, mighty seniors
(Mighty, mighty seniors)
Huhahuha! (x3 This part, gets louder each time)

*Words will be said by the leaders first then the rest follows*

Entry Number 22

2006-02-03T17:31:00.000+08:00

TIE?! With the juniors...? Waahhh!! Noooo...rar... >_> We won more games..But oh well... Over all champs kami with the juniors. My voice is hoarse from the shouting..Ate a LOT today... :)

Spent the day with Eula, Jo and Celz again..Baby namin si Jo XD Hahaha.. Galing nya sa soccer. SENIORS still rule! Dont have pics yet.. ._. Soooo..tired...I'll type out the cheers later for memories.. I don't want to forget the batch I've spent a part in my life with.. I love them all..

Seniors batch 2005-2006! Let's be the best always guys! Remember that!

My body hurts.. Like hell...Im tired.. Rar...I want Ice monster..Pocky...Pizza mahal sa school 55?! Per slice...? Cut in half?

I miss all my friends... Like Kez, Ral, Lolo...All of them! XD

I love them all..

Stop when you know it's enough
Don't abuse what God gave you
Take pride in the friends you have
You are not alone
But don't abuse it.

Entry Number 21

2006-02-02T17:32:00.000+08:00

Intrams today!! We're gonna know the results of the cheers tom..Spent the day (trying to) sleep and eat. And cheering til our throats were sore! :) The games some of them we won and some of them we lost..But we still did our best and that's what matters!

It was fun though.. Haha.. We did our best to cheer our teams.. Eula, Jo and Celz and I hanged out somewhere in the end of the bleachers so Sir Rene thought I was absent. Lolz. Good thing her saw me before I school ended.

Im so lazy to update our cheers here..Maybe I'll type them tom and add some pics. If I am able to bring my digi cam and if Jo sents me some of hers. Ate a lot today..I wanna make fried rice.. XD Seafood! And Knorr!! Hahaha.. ^_^

I love you my angel
No matter how far we are
Our hearts our together

Later dudes ;)

20~

2006-02-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

Intrams bukas!

Sakit ng throat...ko...rar... DSL still sucks.. >_< Passed Ateneo..From BS Chemistry naging BFA Creative Writing..Lolz.. I hope i passed UST and/or UP..I would be so happy..

Oh well..Saya ng mga cheer! Post ko minsan dito..when im not too lazy.. XD I wab my kittie!! He's kawaii!! Zomg the hyper ness!! Seniors!! Seniors!! Wohooo!!

Tita went to cebu..Sana I went..Pero piccies of intrams na lang. Need memories..11-B! Wohoo!! I lab my batch..and friends..family..God...

In RO: Kyrian nearing 99! ;D

Number 19~

2006-01-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

Guess what? SAT test ko today? Couldnt take it! XD wala ID!! Crap..oh well... >_< Wawa kami walang ID..

Went to the mall na lang with my relatives and just basically had a food trip today. Nyahaha..Must talk to Ms. Carol about that test..So much happened..I bought Pocky :p Im better.

Ate out tonight..yey ^o^ Pizza!! Anyways..Intrams coming up this week. Gotta finish the revisions of my thesis..

I cant understand...
Did I really love you?
Or was I desperate?
TO escape from my sadness...

Number 18~

2006-01-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

Wahaha..Almost threw my wallet in the trash can..Almost left it all over the school around..3 times today... Most of my class are stressed on PASS and the fact they got not so good grades..Thank God I passed. ^o^

I have to talk to Ms. Cortez asap.. Some of my classmates wanted to go out after our Prom. So far we have a plan to go to Euro Carnival. And were preparing for Entrep Day!! Pink Panthers!
XD

My tita still allows me to use the pc in my room..She's going on Weds to Tuguegarao then returning here after. Gave me some chocolates and Celz, Eula and I got hyper after eating like a bunch of it.. o_o

Hehehe... Anways..Today was ok!

Im contemplating a bit though...

Lost hope
A dream not found
Memories I wanted back
A love I left behind
A fate I made out of selfishness
I will walk this path alone

;)

Entry Numbah 17

2006-01-22T06:35:00.000+08:00

Im such a lazy bum.. I could have updated this yesterday.. XD Anyways, I passed my PASS and the revisions were minor. All I have to do now is talk to Ms. Cortez about it and actually finish it before the dead line.. ^o^
My tita is coming here from the US today. Yey! I miss her. I feel so happy... I kept saying a rhyme before defending my thesis..

"Eri had a little cat, whose wings were black as coal. And everywhere that Eri went, the cat was sure to go!" XD

In RO: We lost an agit..we got sent to the wrong agit place..But then we got one back anyways.^_^ Thanks to Seri and yukino I was able to make a mistress crown. Thanks guys!

See ya later dudes!

Numbah 16~

2006-01-19T04:55:00.000+08:00

Woke up 4am.. I just noticed the time in my blog is wrong. Dont follow it D:
I basically working on my PASS. Celz helped me with the graphs but the second question which involves ranking is still confusing me. I'll ask Ms. Cortez later. So far. If I am able to graph by today my PASS is done ^o^ Yey!

CEO forum kahapon. Sobra laugh trip. Ms.Jeremie nagkamali tuloy napahiya si JP. Uuyyy.. Jiro panalo. Best Attire! Hindi na nominate si Jireh. Wawa naman siya.. >_<

Half day bukas.. PTC. Im scared..Oh well..Whatever happens..Happens. :)

Bye dudes! ;)

Numbah 15~

2006-01-15T12:38:00.000+08:00

Others are back from cgs.. They seemed to have fun. I should ask Julia for some pics to post here..I'll try to post piccies now :3

Thesis is a must. I MUST finish it by weds. Got some big revisions given by Ms. Cortez but it's ok i'll manage somehow..I need to have parents as my respondents to my questionnaires. It wont be soooo bad. I have the others to help me out :3

Haha..Im so bored in the house..

Oh well..

Memories of a forgotten past
Return to me
Return the sanity I once held.
And the life I once had.

See ya guys! :)

Numbah 14~

2006-01-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

Ok the others left today.. o.o all alone in the house with my ate

Brought our other ate to the hospital wasnt able to meet Ms. Cortez but ich okai. :D

I met her 5:30 anyway. So far so good my thesis seems to be doing ok. I hope the others have fun in the CGS :)

Dont know what to write since I spent today in my room doing my thesis. Thoughts entering my forehead.

This is some of the stuff I thought of...

A distant promise
A lost love
A memory swallowed by the shadows
Pictures of broken moments
and You lost forever...

See ya dudes! ;)

Numbah 13~

2006-01-12T13:51:00.000+08:00

Ok..Retreat tom.Not going!! D: Thesis...umm...9 days away? Hahaha... Hope the others have fun. Haha.. Bored.. Went to school..Gotta talk to Ms. Cortez like ASAP?

Nothing much happening except I'm alone with my Ate in the house? Sigh..Really must update this more.. >_<

Daming events na o_o prom, intrams, the formal dinner thing..CEO forum..Ect.

Bahala na XD

Entry numbah 12~

2006-01-07T10:59:00.000+08:00

Ok..Basically doing my PASS. Thesis...Agh..School Monday. Seryoso dapat. 4th year! Last term!! Noooo!! Oh well..Such is life..

Parents went to province..Mommy left her phone here though o_O uh-oh
Im not updating consistently.. I should really try to update this more..Not to mention my chars..They look different except for the Alchemist Elieon o_O

Goal: Must update this blog.

Yey! Gonna see everyone on monday. I wonder how they all are? I miss Eula, Jo, Celz and ..EVERYONE.

In RO: Nothing new...Godstrenght wohoo~ I look like a kafra. Went boss hunting. Another group killed Drake in like 10 seconds D: Daya may champion!! I'll try to post some pics some time.

Elventh Memory

2006-01-04T08:12:00.000+08:00

Err..This was supposed to be yesterday but I think my blog got screwed up a bit..
Anyways..We arent doing much at home now. Pretty much everything is returning to their normal ways and I have school in mm..4 days D:

I must work on my thesis my defense is on the 21/22th of this month I think. I'm scared of my exam resutls.. >_>

Must finish requirements..3 months na lang graduate!! Waaaah!! Must post piccies of my classmates before the year ends... >_<

In RO: Got Kyrian to 94 Yey..5 more... Heal increased!! Congrats Lady sakura!! and Naomi37 for gianing 6 level ups in one day with her wizzie!

Tenth Memory

2006-01-02T07:03:00.000+08:00

Happeh New Year everyone!! 2006 is here and my mom's birthday too lol..
Fireworks are pretty hope no one lost a finger/hand/body part...

We were suppose to eat out for mommy's birthday but then my tita's nape started to hurt and according to my brother it might be because of high blood pressure..Got cancelled so we ended up eating at home with take-out food.

Hope Everyone is enjoying the New year..

In RO: Got Kyrian to 92...She's basically the only character I'm using now. Ein is coming out this month according to some people. Still, I should really try to level up my other chars who are in hiatus mode..Joined NineLimit!

Ninth Memory

2005-12-27T09:39:00.000+08:00

Just got home yesterday... I feel weary..Were going back to our province on the 29th together with my grandmother. Gonna celebrate Mommy's Birthday. I just noticed how important some poeple are to me. I don't know. Maybe I being to sentimental.I've been thinking too much.

A distant memory. I can't seem to remember. A voice called out to me. A name referred to as me. A name over the ages hasn't changed. My love for him..No matter what era...What century..What name he is now called...My love for him will never changed.

Eight Memory

2005-12-22T08:34:00.000+08:00

Leaving for the province today...

Heard some weird news which made my faith waver again.. I feel confuse na on the events...I just hope everyone stays ok and enjoys their christmas..

Merry Christmas Guys! ^^ I hope you enjoy it.

2005-12-21T07:59:00.000+08:00

Ok..After a month of no updating.. I updated~ Wohoo~ I tired to update yesterday but my bro disconnected the DSL and it wouldn't connect back after... It finally did later on of the day though..

Anyways, Exams are done Christmas break is here. Whee~ The weather is getting colder and it doesn't seem to be good news for me, since I'm not fond of the cold.. But I like the atmosphere since everyone seems to be in a good mood. ^^

I miss Eula, Jo and Celz... I wonder what's up for their Christmas break?

Going to my province tom and gonna spend probably the rest of the vaction there. Mom's birthday is Jan 1.. Omg..What to get her? Flowers? Cake? D:

Relatives will be coming around to see us and spend the vacation with us. Wanna go out and spend the break with them. It will be fun.. :3

In Ro: Must update that character sheet..My characters look different now.. Anyways..Got Kyrian to 88 and join Class-S thanks to kuya Byakku. Joined WoE it was pretty cool too bad we lost an agit.. ._. I should do better.

Helped yukino~ become 61 and saw Naomi37's work her way up to becoming a wizzie. ^^

Sixth Memory

2005-11-02T14:59:00.000+08:00

Spent the day thinking of what to give my Tita. Tom is her birthday.. ._. Don't know what to give...Went to the mall to get some pasalubong ^^ Got another copy of FinalFantasy 7. Don't know why I got another one ~_~

I feel much better now. I guess chocolate rush got to me. Im too hyper to say setences that are actually complete.. Haha! Going home na! Yay!! Iro is really getting on my nerves. Seems to be every guy I meet there ends up saying "Can you be my wife?" D: Wanna go back to PRo.. ;o;

"I want to be a good student unless that means going to school" -Happy Bunny

Fifth Memory

2005-11-01T08:44:00.000+08:00

Today ish halloween! Haha! Got a lot of candy..And walked around the neighborhood..It was suppose to be a great day but it kinda went down in the dumps. I seem to think a lot of people seem sad lately..I have a bit of my own problems as well..

Dad lectured me and my older bro added to it.. >_< Sigh..Ended up crying but then I tried to be cheerful when I was around them..Halloween was suppose to be fun but it ended up to be a night of depression..

It's not so bad after opening that bag of sweets XD lolz!

Fourth Memory

2005-10-31T11:02:00.000+08:00

Got back from a party. Family got together and some friends to do a "ihaw-ihaw"XD Going back to the Phils this thursday pala. Thought it was this Weds.. Everyone is getting ready for Halloween. Gonna give out candy to the little kids :p

Went to the beach yesterday to get closer to the ocean. It was really beautiful..I love the ocean... It was so cold D: Cold Weather + me = not good.. I like the view though.. Didn't like the weather..

Anyways! While we went there.. I got two silver rings which I will now wear forever! (or until I lose it..>_<) The trees still aren't completely changing the color of the leaves..Hope they change before we leave..

Third Memory

2005-10-29T01:49:00.000+08:00

Went apple picking today. Funny how we go here but this is actually the first time we went apple picking. o_O Maybe because of the seasons.. Fall is really different from the Summer I'm used to seeing here.

Got a lot of apples. XD There were pumpkins there too! And so may apples o_o They all had names. There was a yellow apple which was different from the green apple(I kept calling the yellow apples green.. >_< Only knew the difference when I saw them sorting out the apples). While you're there you can eat the apples for free, but when you put it in your bag and go out. You have to pay for those apples. Apple Cider made me hyper... Whee! XD

It was a different experience, but it was really fun! XD "Apple picking rocks!"

Second Memory

2005-10-28T02:33:00.000+08:00

Can't think of a better title.. sigh..

Well..Nothing really happened. We seem to be getting ready to go home by next week. My mom started to pack our bags even though the trip was still Weds. o_o Maybe my mum was a girl scout on her earlier years..She seems to always have everything ready.

Yey!! Went to the mall and my tita bought me an iPod ;o; with a deal that I have to get better grades or it gets sent back ~_~

Note to self: study harder this term :p

First memory

2005-10-27T11:07:00.000+08:00

Well..this is going to be the first entry in this blog. Started making it with the help of Kuya Anda ^^

I'm still kinda confuse though with what to do here and there..

Anyways..To continue writing..Today im currently in NJ. Weathers been pretty bad due to the Wilma typhoon.. Went to New York so I wasn't able to do much in this blog..;o;

Had fun though! Watched "Mama Mia" which was really fun except when you look at the crowd of people..I think we were the youngest people around o_O A few kids our age sat beside us but they were speaking french and I could hardly understand what they said.. Need to freshen up on french.. New mental note to self..

While in New York I got 2.26kg worth of a hershey bar!! Haha! Chocolate!! Got back a little while ago..Im tired..Walking around pretty much got us weary. But today was worth all that walking ^_^